Monday, August 19, 2013

White on White


White on white_1 White on white_2 White on white_3 White on white_4Wearing:

Vintage lace tank top
Topshop "Baxter" white jeans
Hat from the fair
Zara leopard print pony hair sandals
Vintage quilted purse
Estee Lauder "Stay Scarlet" lipstick

As the Summer is quickly coming to an end, I can't help but look back and feel a little relieved.  I don't think I've ever felt this way about Summer before.  I live for the hot weather and the longer days.  But it seems as if as soon as the warmer weather began, again, so did the tragedies.  My grandma, a friend, and three of my pets died in a period of 4 months.  At times it was more than I could handle.  I hesitated on even writing about it for a while because I wasn't ready to type out the words.  It's been an unusually morbid Summer that made me wish for cooler days ahead.  The beautiful California heat just didn't mesh well with the chaos and sadness around me.  It almost felt unfair.  I felt at times as if I shouldn't go out and enjoy the sunshine.  And when I tried to, I couldn't.  I was paralyzed with sadness and grief.  (Even admitting that makes me get a lump in my throat.)

It's been quite a journey.  But I finally feel like things are getting better.  I always try to find the positives in things and find meaning in every situation.  So now I can only hope that these trials have made me a stronger person at the end.  Maybe the next time tragedy strikes, I'll be strong enough not to fall apart.  Especially since now I have gained a few extra guardian angels :)

xo  Azu

28 comments:

  1. Lovely outfit and I love the touch of pattern in the shoes!

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  2. Aww I'm sorry to hear about the deaths; hope things look up for you! Fall is generally more depressing, but here's hoping it brings better days for you! on the positive side, you do look very angelic with the white on white combo!I love the lace details, I'd try this look during that time of the month to see if I can get any tie-dye thang in there LOL JUST KIDDING!!

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  3. you look pretty as always..lovely white ensemble!!
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  4. very nice!:) xo
    Bianka
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  5. Seriously cool look! White upon white is my current obsession

    RUNNINGINPLATFORMS

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  6. Absolutely gorgeous look, darling!
    Love the lace!

    xoxox,
    CC

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  7. You are very nice! I like your sandals and your hair!^^
    Caatherine

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  8. I looove your outfit!!:D

    xo Noor
    clothesanddreams.blogspot.com

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  9. Im sorry to hear about ur grandma , friend and ur pets..
    4monts and so much happend with you.. But good that u finally came out of it..
    White on white looks so pretty, loved your top..
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  10. I love the all white and t-strap sandals! Great outfit and the hat is such a nice final touch. I am really liking your style a lot and just followed your blog. I am follower #238 and hope that you will take a second and visit me. I would love for you to follow if you like my blog too! Keep in touch and have a great week! xx Pip
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  11. I am so sorry about the deaths :(
    Hope you're doing okay :)

    Love this outfit. I am always a little scared to white for some reason but it's so perfect for the warm weather!
    Btw...Thanks for your lovely comment on my post! You should deffo write something too :) It can always help others xx

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  12. Looking good as usual!! I seriously envy your shoe closet Azu :) You have amazing taste! Keep in touch :)
    xx
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  13. Awww so sorry to hear that. When it rains, it pours. I'm in the sunshine part of my life but I had a very cloudy couple of years and never mentioned a word of it on my blog. You are very brave. May you and your family be blessed with good health. Sending good online vibras.

    Sophia

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  14. You're so pretty
    I love your style!
    Hope you have a fantastic day
    Lots of love
    Kate xo

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  15. Pretty summery outfit! The flats are great!
    Greetings from Vienna :)

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  16. perfect for summer!

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  17. So chic, it's a perfect all white outfit for summer. :)

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  18. Beautiful all white look with a touch of leopard :) Sorry to hear of your losses, and yes, with loss comes strength. I hope you enjoy the fall season!

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  19. Love the white on white outfit! Great idea to wear leopard flats to break up the monochromatic look :) Stunning!

    Abby of Life in the Fash Lane

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  20. I love your total white look and these accessories are very cool!!!!
    Kissssssssss

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  21. I'm so sorry to hear about your losses.

    Love this summer outfit, so perfect!

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  22. Loving this all white, very Summery. Personally I can't wait for Summer to be over either to wear scarves, coats and blazers again!

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    x,
    Liz

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